three years of consistent disease. i feel sick.

Have you ever had the sensation of losing flesh? You begin to feel the bones of your skeleton under your flesh. Bones of the shoulders. Bones of the rib cage. Bones of the hips. It is like finding a new being, one free of desire, free of time, almost.




it feels good to be gone. i swear it drags you down. there is someone to pick me off the bathroom floor. REALIZATION.